Positive

Hell yaaaaaaa... It is coming soooooon... My Ireland life
Feeling excited , but also reluctant to leave this place....
sometimes , it takes something from you , and you will get return
but don't expect too much on that , cause it might not be possible sometimes.

Today went to shopping with my mom , really spent alot of money ... when buying those skin care product , really shocked me , so fkxxx expensive man! damn it
And I realised , shopping with my mom or dad , they will always encourage me to buy sth , no matter it is cheap or exp , they think that is what I need , then i should buy.
So , very sorry , i bought alot of thing.. hahahaha
2 Jackets , 1 Shoes , some books and stationary haha
But I used my salary too.. hahaha

Damn , this few days really felt lonely
Feeling like I am being isolated from the world
Those friends went to kampar , and some to Taylor
Now I am not able to find someone to watch movie .. sing k .. chit chat ...
Really , the feel like shit
Hope I will get more friends when I am in Ireland

Have nothing to write again , but I had so many ideas just now , damn hahaha
Nevermind , forget it .


Had a chat with binghong just now , finally I have someone to tell my past stories , haha
But he goes and sleep so damn early , like a kid ! hahaha

Stay positive man ! I could be better !
Don't even look back and blame anythings , cause it does not worth if I do that.
I really want to start my life now , improve my self , really lag behind so long time ago.
Really really miss those day I always improve myself , never gave a word to blame
I was so mature ? Lol
I can do everything which I want to do , I practice my drum everyday , jogging , reading , and the impossible thing which will never ever happen , and I did it : Everyday Sleep at 10.00pm , WAS I CRAZY? LOL

but those time I was really felt the fulfilment of my life



Heyyyy world  , Please don't joke with me again , I am really tired of it , FUCK.
I though I have it , but it does not all the time :)