Ireland

Have been staying here for almost 2 and half months ago, it is really great that I can able to become so independent !
This is one of the purpose to come here as well.
But I really want to hang out with my Malaysia friends.... miss them so much
How are you guys ? how is it going ? well ? it has been a long time since I hear from you guys telling me staffs, but so appreciate that some of you guys seldom chat to me , it was insanely awesome to hang out with youqian when I was here at 10.30pm and 5.30am in Malaysia, hope someday you wont die hahaha.

Uni life is really boring without friends ,trying to meet more guys in here, met a good guy who is called Shrey from indian , he is a really fucking kind man , and he is brilliant !
Sometime walk around with him in the midnight , he tells me a lot of staffs , his mind is really good , like to share something with him , hope he could get a good girl :D

The english course is gonna end soon... actually I have learnt nothing besides listening and speaking has improved a lot when I was bluffing with teachers!LOL

Looking forward to SEP , hope to know more local or international students :D


These day , I am thinking about that I have done so much stupid and bad things in the past ... I was so immature , I hope I will be a better self in the future
I should have considered before I did those stupid staffs
A cup of water is filled with ink, it spoiled the water ... how can i solve it ? Fill much and much water into the cup of water , it will be clean someday : )
Honestly , I really changed a lot , hope i can become much nicer :)

I have no idea what to do .... am I just a guy who does not even know anythings about you? I do care about you , but I cant say anything ... It might be just a normal guy who has appeared in your life , but you are not .
Go through it , give my self some patient :)

Night .

Positive

Hell yaaaaaaa... It is coming soooooon... My Ireland life
Feeling excited , but also reluctant to leave this place....
sometimes , it takes something from you , and you will get return
but don't expect too much on that , cause it might not be possible sometimes.

Today went to shopping with my mom , really spent alot of money ... when buying those skin care product , really shocked me , so fkxxx expensive man! damn it
And I realised , shopping with my mom or dad , they will always encourage me to buy sth , no matter it is cheap or exp , they think that is what I need , then i should buy.
So , very sorry , i bought alot of thing.. hahahaha
2 Jackets , 1 Shoes , some books and stationary haha
But I used my salary too.. hahaha

Damn , this few days really felt lonely
Feeling like I am being isolated from the world
Those friends went to kampar , and some to Taylor
Now I am not able to find someone to watch movie .. sing k .. chit chat ...
Really , the feel like shit
Hope I will get more friends when I am in Ireland

Have nothing to write again , but I had so many ideas just now , damn hahaha
Nevermind , forget it .


Had a chat with binghong just now , finally I have someone to tell my past stories , haha
But he goes and sleep so damn early , like a kid ! hahaha

Stay positive man ! I could be better !
Don't even look back and blame anythings , cause it does not worth if I do that.
I really want to start my life now , improve my self , really lag behind so long time ago.
Really really miss those day I always improve myself , never gave a word to blame
I was so mature ? Lol
I can do everything which I want to do , I practice my drum everyday , jogging , reading , and the impossible thing which will never ever happen , and I did it : Everyday Sleep at 10.00pm , WAS I CRAZY? LOL

but those time I was really felt the fulfilment of my life



Heyyyy world  , Please don't joke with me again , I am really tired of it , FUCK.
I though I have it , but it does not all the time :)

Life , Suck.

Time flies , still missing you guy , AC 1 .
Everything has changed after graduated , why you guys are not keeping in touch ...Sigh...
Hope someday we can gather together , I wont MISS the game again ... so sorry that I was missing the game so many times when gathering .
How are you guys doing ? is it fine ? Where is our gather ?
Haizzzz.... I think we have no any chances to see each other again ... Farewell guys , do your best , just like the UEC , you guy did really well :)
Four months ago , did you guy miss the ac1?

Fortunately the ac2 is still keeping in touch , feel so good when I have been with your guys.
Your guys are really steady !


Now I am working at JPO ,when the CD player which plays "Two is better than One"  , I mentioned some memories which are the best memory in my life . Jan - July 2012 , two years ago . That time I was relaxing , I could be myself which is really real , and also , approaching something. :)
That time I was trying my best to train my drum , I was being the best of myself which is Confidence , Hard Working , Relax . Can I go back to that life one more time ? Missing those time ... and especially .. you , the person which you were .
Now my life is really suck...
but luckily I am going to study soon............ IRELAND , which is the last choice and the best choice for me ,hopefully there will not be so many chinese guys. HAHA
June ... it will be the time which my target goes!
Europe Trips and immigrate !
Hope the last 3 months I can cherish with my friends , family .

Something is really annoying , please , care about an other one around you , not only yourself .
Remember what people have done to you . Don't ever live with yourself . I am really disappointed . DAMN
But you will always not be forgotten , and also , I am missing the guy which you were . You totally changed.


Life ...................Suck , but it is time to make it perfectly . :)